我的以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他,有那么好.
你说会懂我的失落,
不是靠宽容,就能够解脱.
我以为我出现的时候刚好,
你 和他,就说要分开.
我以为你,已对他不再期待,
不纵容他再给你伤害
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满 你感情的缺口,
全心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
我以为终究你会慢慢明白,
他的心已不 在你身上,
我的关心,你依然无动于衷,
我的以为只是我以为.
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我以为我能全力填满你感情 的缺口,
专心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着原谅,
原来你早 就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却一天天的失望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.
我以为我的温柔,能给你整个宇宙,
我 以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口,
专心陪在你左右.弥补他一切的错,
也许我太过天真,以为奇迹会发生.
他让你红了眼眶,你却还笑着 原谅,
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁.
我以为我够坚强,却输的那么绝望,
少给我一点希望,希望就不是奢望.

如果

如果我还一直对你微笑，你是否会先想对我说第一句话？

如果我还一直找你，你是否会愿意让我陪你一会儿？

如果我还一直在乎着你，你是否会再多看我一眼？

如果我还一直关心你，你是否会想我一瞬间？

如果我还一直对你好，你是否会喜欢我一点？

如果我还一直深愛着你，你是否会给我机会？

是否我已不看你了，你才想感觉到我害羞的模样？

是否我已不找你了，你才想要我快速不定的气息？

是否我已不再紧张你了，你才感觉到特殊的心跳？

是否我不再爱你了，你才感觉到我对你的好？

是否我已不存在了，你才感觉到我的离開？
是否我已离開了，你才感觉到我的爱？

尽管我细心灌溉，

尽管我努力心思，

你说不爱就不爱，

我一人欣赏悲哀...

因为无法对我的回报，

你的一句对不起，

足够让我为你湿了眼...

有一种爱叫做放手

林峰的放手就这样在我耳边环绕着......

特殊的心跳.....

跳着跳着.....

三拍.....

又停一拍.....

再三拍.....

又停一拍.....

似意识着想说.....

我爱你......

The Long Lost Truth

Finally...
I know the truth of why did you wanna breaking up with me...
because of him...
It had started since he appeared in your life...
3 months before we broke up...
Around that time you started to change your heart slowly...
Maybe not straight away when first you two knew each other...
Maybe was after that when you had started to keep on contact with him...
And now only i know that time you actually knew the guy...

I was still thought you wanna breaking up with me...
Is because of some other reasons else...
Not to mention already since it wasn't
And i was mistaken...

Hmmm........
Maybe if i were know this truth last year...
I would felt much more hurt and sad...
Or maybe can't be accepted?
I have no idea...
But luckily i know this truth right now...
And now i think i'm okay with it...
I'm okay....

Anyway....
Wish you be happy always no matter how...
And i wish we still can be......................
hmm.......... :)



Truth is solid
As my world crumbles
You hold the truth
In your eyes

You left me in the doubtful night
The darkness enveloped me
And took my light away
Couldn't I find the way out

Help me through the darkness
Which had swallowed me
Once more
I was so lost and confused

The lies came at me
From all sides
Yet I still couldn't find the truth
No matter how hard I tried

But soon I disappeared
I was taken out
By friends, by someone
Fully appreciated

Truth isn't what you tell
Truth isn't what I listen
Truth is what I feel
Truth is what I realize.

A Little Too Not Over You

Tell me whyy...
You've just so hard to forget....
I'm just so hard to stop from thinking of You...
Sometimes I try to hide...
What I feel inside My Heart...

I'm Just A Little Too Not Over You.......

YOU

You

U




the song is describing my heart......

Mile Of Day

I Want To Hold Your Hands
And Walk A Mile,
Don't Want To Miss You
Even A While.

My Life Was Ever So Beautiful
Cause Of You...It's You...
MY LOVE.

Hug Me For My Worries To Die,
My Tears To Dry And My Loneliness To Fly.

It Hurts Me To Know,
How I Sometimes Can Be Little Selfish,
When It Comes To You.

I Am Getting Sentimental Over You,
For GOD Sake Explain Me Why All These.

I Miss You Every Moment Of The Day,
I Keep Me Awake Just To Listen You,
I Keep Me Empty Just For You To Fill,
I Keep Me Alive Just To See You.

My Morning Miss You,
My Evening Seeks You,
Where Were You All These Months?
Why You Weren't There To Wipe My Tears?

Fear Of Future Is Worse Than Pain Of Past,
Still I Bother The Least, Cause You Are There.

Even Second Are Too Long To Miss You,
I Want To Hold Your Hands & Walk A Mile,
Don't Want To Miss You Even A While.

*Key*

Wishing I Could Own The Key Of Your Heart

There’s No Sense In Telling Me.

Never I Miss You.

No Matter What Other People Say.
To The Moonlight I Shall Pray.
One Day You Could Appear At My World.
And In My Heart You Are Always Be.
From Now Until Forever.
No Matter What, No Matter Where.

Memory

Watching One's Colourful Love,
With The Reflected Angelic Rays,
The Moment Of You And Her,
Ever Been Coloured Happily Together,
But When The Holding Hands Is Broken,
The Beautiful Drawing Melts With Merciless,
And It's Becoming Black And White,
Just Like The Colourless Television,
The Name Of Memory Is Given,
Recalling In Our Heart Every Second.