The Long Lost Truth

Finally...
I know the truth of why did you wanna breaking up with me...
because of him...
It had started since he appeared in your life...
3 months before we broke up...
Around that time you started to change your heart slowly...
Maybe not straight away when first you two knew each other...
Maybe was after that when you had started to keep on contact with him...
And now only i know that time you actually knew the guy...

I was still thought you wanna breaking up with me...
Is because of some other reasons else...
Not to mention already since it wasn't
And i was mistaken...

Hmmm........
Maybe if i were know this truth last year...
I would felt much more hurt and sad...
Or maybe can't be accepted?
I have no idea...
But luckily i know this truth right now...
And now i think i'm okay with it...
I'm okay....

Anyway....
Wish you be happy always no matter how...
And i wish we still can be......................
hmm.......... :)



Truth is solid
As my world crumbles
You hold the truth
In your eyes

You left me in the doubtful night
The darkness enveloped me
And took my light away
Couldn't I find the way out

Help me through the darkness
Which had swallowed me
Once more
I was so lost and confused

The lies came at me
From all sides
Yet I still couldn't find the truth
No matter how hard I tried

But soon I disappeared
I was taken out
By friends, by someone
Fully appreciated

Truth isn't what you tell
Truth isn't what I listen
Truth is what I feel
Truth is what I realize.

A Little Too Not Over You

Tell me whyy...
You've just so hard to forget....
I'm just so hard to stop from thinking of You...
Sometimes I try to hide...
What I feel inside My Heart...

I'm Just A Little Too Not Over You.......

YOU

You

U




the song is describing my heart......

Mile Of Day

I Want To Hold Your Hands
And Walk A Mile,
Don't Want To Miss You
Even A While.

My Life Was Ever So Beautiful
Cause Of You...It's You...
MY LOVE.

Hug Me For My Worries To Die,
My Tears To Dry And My Loneliness To Fly.

It Hurts Me To Know,
How I Sometimes Can Be Little Selfish,
When It Comes To You.

I Am Getting Sentimental Over You,
For GOD Sake Explain Me Why All These.

I Miss You Every Moment Of The Day,
I Keep Me Awake Just To Listen You,
I Keep Me Empty Just For You To Fill,
I Keep Me Alive Just To See You.

My Morning Miss You,
My Evening Seeks You,
Where Were You All These Months?
Why You Weren't There To Wipe My Tears?

Fear Of Future Is Worse Than Pain Of Past,
Still I Bother The Least, Cause You Are There.

Even Second Are Too Long To Miss You,
I Want To Hold Your Hands & Walk A Mile,
Don't Want To Miss You Even A While.

*Key*

Wishing I Could Own The Key Of Your Heart

There’s No Sense In Telling Me.

Never I Miss You.

No Matter What Other People Say.
To The Moonlight I Shall Pray.
One Day You Could Appear At My World.
And In My Heart You Are Always Be.
From Now Until Forever.
No Matter What, No Matter Where.

Memory

Watching One's Colourful Love,
With The Reflected Angelic Rays,
The Moment Of You And Her,
Ever Been Coloured Happily Together,
But When The Holding Hands Is Broken,
The Beautiful Drawing Melts With Merciless,
And It's Becoming Black And White,
Just Like The Colourless Television,
The Name Of Memory Is Given,
Recalling In Our Heart Every Second.

A HourGlass

In The Hourglass, I Saw You,

Reflecting Particles Of Sand,
On Your Shimmering Body,
Trapped In The Perfect Shape.

Time Had Its Needles Inserted,
Disabling Your Wings Of Fire,
From Further Flying Under Skies.

Broken Hourglass Meant No Pain,
Nothing More Than Lost Time.
Fallen Leaves That Left You Nude
In The Burned-Out Sun.

Salvation That Didn't Came,
Still Hung Up On The Telephone,
There To Receive Calls.

Still, I Think Hourglasses As Prisons,
Also Starring In Conceptual Plays.

-My Hope-

Ying,
As you know, what I hope now is, you can live your current life happily. You know what I mean, you know what I hope to see from you, you know yourself. So, can't you just be like that normal? Good? Learn to live happily no matter how, learn to love every one around you including your family, learn to love yourself. Be mature-thinking, be open-minded, be civic-minded, ignore those negative influence and bad friends. You know your friends yourself, learn to say "NO" to them. Some times, care about others opinion is good too, don't being with boys so much is good to you too, although i know you are active, playful, likes exciting. Being with girls, be polite and well-behaved like a girl, be smooth mannered. Be a good daughter, listen to your father and mother, some times your father might be unreasonable and fierce, but what he is doing, never harmful to you, it's all for your own GOOD.