Tuesday, November 3, 2009

如果

如果我还一直对你微笑,你是否会先想对我说第一句话?

如果我还一直找你,你是否会愿意让我陪你一会儿?

如果我还一直在乎着你你是否会再多看我一眼

如果我还一直关心你,你是否会想我一瞬间?

如果我还一直对你好,你是否会喜欢我一点?

如果我还一直深愛着你你是否会给我机会


是否我已不看你了,你才想感觉到我害羞的模样?

是否我已不找你了,你才想要我快速不定的气息?

是否我已不再紧张你了,你才感觉到特殊的心跳?

是否我不再爱你了,你才感觉到我对你的好

是否我已不存在了你才感觉到我的离開?
是否我已离開了,你才感觉到我的爱?


尽管我细心灌溉

尽管我努力心思,

说不爱就不爱

我一人欣赏悲哀...


因为无法对我的回报,

你的一句对不起,

足够让我为你湿了眼...


有一种爱叫做放手

林峰的放手就这样在我耳边环绕着......


特殊的心跳.....

跳着跳着.....


三拍.....

又停一拍.....

再三拍.....

又停一拍.....


似意识着想说.....

我爱你......




Friday, September 11, 2009

The Long Lost Truth










Finally...
I know the truth of why did you wanna breaking up with me...
because of him...
It had started since he appeared in your life...
3 months before we broke up...
Around that time you started to change your heart slowly...
Maybe not straight away when first you two knew each other...
Maybe was after that when you had started to keep on contact with him...
And now only i know that time you actually knew the guy...

I was still thought you wanna breaking up with me...
Is because of some other reasons else...
Not to mention already since it wasn't
And i was mistaken...

Hmmm........
Maybe if i were know this truth last year...
I would felt much more hurt and sad...
Or maybe can't be accepted?
I have no idea...
But luckily i know this truth right now...
And now i think i'm okay with it...
I'm okay....

Anyway....
Wish you be happy always no matter how...
And i wish we still can be......................
hmm.......... :)



Truth is solid
As my world crumbles
You hold the truth
In your eyes

You left me in the doubtful night
The darkness enveloped me
And took my light away
Couldn't I find the way out

Help me through the darkness
Which had swallowed me
Once more
I was so lost and confused

The lies came at me
From all sides
Yet I still couldn't find the truth
No matter how hard I tried

But soon I disappeared
I was taken out
By friends, by someone
Fully appreciated

Truth isn't what you tell
Truth isn't what I listen
Truth is what I feel
Truth is what I realize.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

A Little Too Not Over You

Tell me whyy...
You've just so hard to forget....
I'm just so hard to stop from thinking of You...
Sometimes I try to hide...
What I feel inside My Heart...

I'm Just A Little Too Not Over You.......

YOU

You

U




the song is describing my heart......