+YOU+

(Answer : Me)

I Wrote Your Name On My Hand,
But It Had Been Washed Away,
I Drew Your Smile On A Piece Of Paper,
But It Had Been Threw Away,
I Remember Your Look In My Mind,
But It Can Be Forgotten.
I Coloured My Love To You In The Sand,
But The Wave Whispered It Away,
I Carved You In My True Heart,
And Forever It Stay.

I May Not Get To See You As Often As I Could,
I May Not Get To Smile With You As One As I Wish,
But Through The Warmth Night...Deep In My Heart,
I Pray To GOD Under The Stars,
"Help Me Take Care Of The Girl Whom I Really Miss",
Even She's Not Mine, I Don't Mind,
Hope Her Happy Forever With Her Loved One.

It's Hard To Wait Around For,
Something That Might Never Happen,
But It's Even Harder To Give Up,
Especially When You Starting To Fill Up My Heart.

Me & -Y-

Actually I wrote all the thing about us on papers. My memory from the first time i seen you, first day we been met each other, to the day the word of "break up" came out from your mouth to my ear, I am still remember all the words we been said to each other. How I feel from the day I start to keep an eye on you, were written clearly on papers. Our moment when we were together, were sweet that time, now I feel sweet too when i recall back, but sad and hurt come to me afterward.

But, you know? I had burnt all those papers into dust. No more..NO More around me..it's gone forever in the air, never will i see it again. Now I gonna to forget everything about you in my mind. Just Wipe You OFF Forever!! I might be angry when I see you...
Quite I hope that you won't appear in my sight forever.

My FIRST *LOVED*

-THE END-

{22/09/2007-10/06/2008}

I Don't Want To Continue Let Myself Down,
Cause I Want To Stand Up As Before,
I Don't Want To Cry For You Ever Again,
Cause I Want To Keep My Tear For Happiness,
I Don't Want My World Getting Black And White,
Cause I Want To Get My Life Colour.

I Know That Is Impossible For Me,
To Forget About You From My Mind,
But You Are Just My Memory Now,
I Will Release My Fingers,
To Let Go Your Hand,
And With The Words, "Take Care!"

The Days We Met,
The Moment We Were Ever Being Together,
The Smile When We Met Each Other,
The Feeling When We Hug,
I'll Remember Forever...And...
Our Ever Sweet Love.

The Scar You Left In My Heart,
It May Will Never Gone,
The Way You Hurt Me,
I Will Never Forget,
Hoping Someone Can Wipe All These Away Miraculously,
Wishing The Good Day.

Now There Is Nothing Left From Me To You,
But Last To Say :"Good Bye...Bye Bye!!"

My WORDS To -Y-

Once I Let You Go, I Can't Get You back.
So I Tied You To My Heart, I Thought I'll Never Loose You.
But I'm Wrong.

You Said You Couldn't Stand To See My Heart Broken,
So You Promised That You Won't Ever Hurt Me,
You Sworn That You Will Never Say "Break Up" Words To Me,
But When You Say It, Hurt Me, Broke It,
Did You Really Swear? Did You Keep Your Promise?
Did You Close Your Eye?

Love Is Giving Someone The Ability To Hurt You,
But Trusting Them That They Won't,
I Did...But......What Had Happen??

Do You Still Remember This Song?
Because Of You, I'm Loving This Song Very Much,
There Would Be Smile On My Face When I Listen To This Song Before,
But Not Now, It's Different.
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-Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis-

You Know?
When I was in NS, I sang this song every night before i close my eye.
I was really miss you all the time when I was in NS that time.
Every night I sure got called you when i was at camp.
After that sure i got SMS you secretly with the blanket covered the whole body of me before I rest myself.
Ask...how are you? Got naughty? Got study? Got drink water? Got eat your lunch when I can't have it with you? Worry of you will falling sick, don't want the feeling of lonely will go to you. Scare of you got bully.
Even when I training, exercising, eating, being with friends...the music was playing repeat, repeat and repeat in my heart. Never the music of this song stop even a second.

Every time when I open my eye, I hope is the day of I can back home.
The happiest thing when I was in NS, was......
The moment when I closed my eye.
Because I can only "see" you and "being" with you in my dream.
With the playing of this song in my heart.

My FIRST POST

Actually I wanna get my blog earlier, just got some big and small problems came to me last time...make me just got to keep on stop and stop and STOP create my BLOG!!
Those problems like school stuff, studies, sports and My Past Loved!!
Maybe those i post now are those i wanna post early before.
But i just didn't do so......no time, no mood.

All my posts are my feeling...may won't come out from my mouth...only u will know from here...
~My Heart's Word~